The Writings of a Shadow on the Earth

[Phanomel]

Howl on: The World

Whatever way you look at it, this world is destined for destruction. Not one creature takes the time to listen to another. The owl cares not that a mouse has newborns to care for. The wolf cares not that the buck he kills is a protector of others. The wind cares not that you are balancing on a fence so high that the true earth is unseen.

If you must know, I don’t give one ounce of my heart to anything in this world, or any other, especially anything capable of independent thought. Humans and anything remotely similar don’t deserve anything. They don’t deserve compassion. They don’t deserve love. They don’t deserve faces. They don’t deserve companions. They certainly don’t deserve me, or any of those higher beings that are also uncaring.

Don’t be mistaken by any faces I put on. I’ll kill you at the drop of a hat. I’ll rip into your chest, grab your soul, and twist it around my neck. I don’t care if you love me. I don’t care if you’re worried about me. I don’t care if you’ve never had someone to really love you. I don’t care if you’ve been abused. I don’t care if a loved one of yours betrays you. I don’t care if you’ve killed another. I don’t care if another’s tried to kill you. No matter how you put it, it’s not my problem, and it’s not going to change anything.

The world will destroy itself. The air will be too thick to breathe, and the animals will all be too rotten to eat. The plants will be dead because it won’t rain, and the fish will be starved of their precious water. The way I see it, is the world will be dead before I die, so why bother trying to save it. You’re all doing this to yourselves, so leave me out of it all. You can cut each others heads off without my help.

-Howl

[Phanomel]

Howl on: Dieing

I can’t understand why you humans are so afraid of death. You’ll go about saying things like “I’d take a bullet for you,” or “It would be so fun to jump off a cliff,” but if you ever had the chance, you’d shy away. You’d be too afraid to, and you’d run. Don’t bother arguing with me, because I’ve seen it more than you have. I know you better than even you do, and I’ve never even seen your face.

Death is just a word to scare you anyways. In truth, you have a right to be afraid. You should be terrified, even more so than you think. When you die, you simply lose your physical form. But, if you happen to make it back, you’ll be sorry for wanting life so much.

I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even want to be dead. I want to disappear completely, with no soul in your “Hell,” because I sure as hell wouldn’t be going to “Heaven.” But no, I’m stuck here, with you all, afraid of little needles and things of metal that might hurt your precious skin. If you could have one thing, it would probably be either immortality, wealth, or love. You’re all so in to your life, that you want everything you could possibly get to make it seem better. You want every cool new product that hits the stores, and you want the hottest person you can find, even if they aren’t of the same gender. Then, you get to craving it so much you don’t want it to go away.

If I could have one thing, it would be to die a thousand times over. No one has any idea how happy that would make me.

-Howl

[GIR]

Aww. That's pretty good....deep. And the like

[Phanomel]

Yup.

Keep in mind that these are things his highly advanced mind has been thinking about for hundreds and thousands of years *later on his his life of course* and this is a much more calm Howl that none of you have met. He's completely given up hope of succeeding, and just sits around thinking.

[rivenmist]

*stares* That's depressing......And That's not true Howl! I would too jump off a cliff if I had the chance! i should throw some sort of sugary pie into your face.....

[Phanomel]

Wow. I'm sure he'd absolutely HATE that. ^_^ I bet out of everyone on this site, you could piss him off the most Riven. XD

[rivenmist]

I know. I just get on peoples nerves like that. *cheesy grin*

[Phanomel]

Hmm. I almost want to torture him in a mini one-on-one with you. XD We should. ^^

*goes to type up "life"*

[Phanomel]

Howl on: Love
Love is your way of saying ‘I’m wanted in the world.’ People long to feel wanted, so they created the emotion called love. That’s what love is. Feeling wanted by another creature. That most likely describes why I’m not going to love any stupid thing that runs up to me. I don’t want to feel at home here. But, you should know me better than that by now. When have I ever wanted to feel “loved?”

Some of you are probably going to frown at this, but that’s not my problem. There’s a reason why so many of you have step parents and siblings. Go ahead. Go up to your average person walking on the street, and ask them how many people they’ve dated in the past five years. It’s like a game to you. A pathetic, disgusting game. What makes it even worse; It starts when you’re all so young. Middle schoolers walking around talking about who they had sex with over the weekend, and comparing their partner of this week, to the one of last week. High schoolers having to take time off to have another stupid baby. Like this world even needs more people..

Is this what you call love? Leave me out of it. I want nothing to do with your one night stands, stupid little kisses to get each other jealous. It’s all just a joke, and there’s honestly no point to it.

- Howl

))This one is really more of a bad opinion formed from bad experiences. Critisize it as you wish.((

[idyllian]

I agree with that all the way. Love is a waste of time.

[Phanomel]

Oh really? I would have thought that no one would agree with him on this one. It's extremely negative about the whole boyfriend-girlfriend thing. People just feel they HAVE to have a partner to survive. -_- It's so annoying.

[GIR]

It is pretty much how it works now. It's terrible that people can't truly find love.

[rivenmist]

I hate it when people do that. That's the entire bitter side of it. And that's not love....I knows there's probably another word for it too....*can't think*

HEY! Lookit! Pie!!! *throws at Howl*

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^That's the pie whoosing through the air. XD

[anarchyheartless]

Mat on Love:
That's not love. That's pure hormonal driven idiocy. Calling that love is moronic and I hate people like that. Man (bad!)s and (bad!)s and skanks who are with someone new every three or four days complaining that they can never find a good man or woman. Because they just take it up with the first person who opens their legs/unbuttons their pants. The good men and women are already taken, or the good people have learned how to hide from skanks and horrid people like that.

Love is when you can be in a relationship with someone, who just makes you feel happy, without sex. Sex isn't a factor in a good relationship, it's not a reward either. It's a variable, as in, can be there or it doesn't have to be there. Love is something that only comes truely once in a life time, or not at all.

There is no second love. There is no second chance. There is no," Maybe the next time." When there is love in the relationship, pure unrelenting, painful, brutally honest love, don't be an idiot because they called you one bad name and run to the next person who 'seems' like the person you were with. Because you are just lying to yourself and ruining yours, and somebody else's life.

Humans are pathetic in the way they think they have to have love. No, they don't need another person to complete themselves, but if they find someone that makes them feel more complete, don't be an idiot and turn away. Because you would be an idiot.


(*huff* okay. I'm done.)