Unknown to Many, Known to Few

[Inifs Omi]

I know I been gone and says like I leaving for good.... I not, I been in depression laterly, not suicide, more like it hard to do anything if I don't get reward or any benfit from it or something...... -shakes his head- any help?

[rivenmist]

Well, what would you need help with?

And it's okay that you've been gone. A lot of people have. Shift happens, right?

And you shouldn't be sad.
Just smile. It's supposed to make you feel better, some weird brain function or other, but yeah, laugh smile etc etc..
I suck at cheering people up sometimes. XP

[Inifs Omi]

Leaving people

if I didn't answer, I depressed
if I answer, I happy
if I don't do a post, I suck at it
if I do post something, I proud of it.

if love helps, wish again
if love hurts, stop and start over

if you leave me, then I cry
if you stay with me, then I cheer
if you say "I love you", I will jump for joy
if you say "I never did", then I want to kill you.

if people leave, then I felt alone
if people stay, then I felt Loved

<<I don't know why I write this way... 4 lines, space, 2 lines, and 4 lines>>> -something I could post!!

[Inifs Omi]

Dragon's Rawr

how can you make a sound, if your unborn
how can you be someone, if you don't understand it
how can I be your, if you don't understand love

you need to break away from the world
be yourself and find your inner rawr
wish and wish upon a star and don't hold back
holding back dreams, may keep them from reality

<<random moment!>>

[rivenmist]

;-;
That's a touching thing. Makes me wanna go SPUNKRASOM
OYEAH!!!!!!!
*hula dances*
I have an inner rawr. It talks to me.....
⌐_⌐;
XD

[Inifs Omi]

<I hope you enjoy it as I did writing it and redoing them. lol sorry that I been AFK for soooooo long. anyway enjoy!>



In My Head
– 7-13-2010 -

In my Head, I see you
That person that takes me
Full force and Shifts me
Easily and Unknown Feelings
That pushes me over the edge
You’re able to shift
My mood, my thoughts, and my being

You change me easily with a smile
That Smile that melts me
That Smile I love
That Smile that controls me
That Smile shows me
I am Loved.

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The Trigger

How does it feel to have no control?
How does it feel to be weak? Helpless?

When I hold this gun, I have power
When I aim this gun, I have precision
When I breathe, I see the fear, the eyes, and the soul
When I pull the Trigger, My eyes are blurry

When you fall, so do I
My life boils down to this point
This point at my blame
That blame that becomes my shame
My shame is a curse for my life

I pull the trigger and close my eyes
The shame, blames, and curse ends
So does my life.

<no-one dies>

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Blurry

My eyes can’t focus
My mind can’t understand
My body can’t rest

That Decision is calling me
To stay true or to Burn away
Staying or Burning Away

There is that distance killing me
Time slows down
Miles seem longer

My heart burns slowly
My mind shut down
I want to cry but I change a face
That face that shows everyone that
Everything is fine.

But my life is unclear and confused
But my feelings are tangled up
My heart Burns like Acid.

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Extreme

My Heart Burns like Acid
Your Heart turns to Ice
My Eyes turns to passion
Your Eyes turns to outraged

My Hearts burns out completely
My body heats up
My brain shattered

Your touch is Ice Cold
Your Body is Cooling down
Your Minds holds Strong

I burn and you freeze
Together we even each other out perfectly
Apart we go to Extremes

[Inifs Omi]

Love-Effect
By [glow=blue,1,500]{MC}[/glow]

Is it a feeling or an action?
Is it just a side-effect?
A blessing or a curse?

That distracting feeling?
That time-freezing feeling?
That blood pumping feeling?

Is love just a feeling or something better?
Love can cloud our minds
Love can make our misjudge everything
Love can even hide the truth from us

But we allow it grows and it allows us to grow in itself.
Is it a feeling or an action?
Is it just a side-effect?
A blessing or a curse?

Does love have an effect on us?
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No Soul in This Body

My life was
Worthless
My dreams were
Shattered
My Hopes Are
Side-Tracked

My life was locked into a building with no hope or winning
I was that unpopular student with a falling faith
I had more enemies then I had friends ever
Friends turned on me to my enemies

My soul was
Teared into pieces
My body was
Pushed to its limits
My mind was
Destroyed by Parasites

I was solo, no team to turn to
I was that guy everyone hatred
I was the outsider, cursed to be that guy

Now there is No Soul in This Body.
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Surrounded

Where are they?
What do they want from me?
What tools do they used against me?

Is it the fear that locks me to where I stand?
Is it the look in their eyes that hold me here?
Is it the eyes or the numbers that get you off guard?

You quickly look for a way out of this nightmare or pray that last one. Escape is suicide, pray is wasting time and energy, you look into their eyes

Blood Red eyes return to you. Smiles twist up their faces

Closing your eyes, embracing the impact, gritting your teeth as the blow knocks you down. Heart stops, pain shots through your veins, burning like fire and acid
Knocking out all the oxygen in you as you lose your nerves, feeling no pain finally

You look down, the body lifeless,
You see the blood, Clearness Crimson
You see a light, too bright to see.